Today I spent a lot of effort releasing guilt and opening myself up to prosperity.
On the way back from a short walk - I repeated several times out loud "I open myself up to prosperity".
Then I heard an inner voice tell me - "Why not just accept the fact that you are prosperity, instead of looking for it - realize it is part of who and what you are."
It hit me like a lightening bolt. I am part of everything around me and prosperity and abundance are all around me.
So I mentally accepted the fact and raised my voice "I AM prosperity and abundance".
Far above me, as if in answer to my words, I heard the distinctive call of an eagle (I live right next to a nature preserve)
I looked up in gratutude for the sign. Straining my eyes I saw not one, but 2 eagles dancing in the sky.
My life is so fantastic.
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Saturday, January 29, 2005
CoffeHouse Miracle - We Create Exactly What We Think
I had a really great day today.
My mood was up and I went into town to shop for food and necessities. I felt loving and holy.
After a jaunt to Costco I dropped by one of my favorite coffee houses, Melletto. I walked in real high and joyful on life and imagined all the folks inside as "balls of love" underneath their skin.
As I scanned around I noticed all sorts of folks, a mother with 2 teen daughters, a group of 4 elderly folks who looked like they came from Church, a young male/female couple and a female/female couple. The fireplace was going, music in the background.
While in this loving state of mind I got a huge rush noticing how everyone else in the room was smiling and happy. The mother and daughters were laughing joyously and telling stories. The elderly folks from Church were beaming and smiling. Every single one of these folks was acting happy, loving and joyous.
Well my thoughts drifted off to politics for some reason. For a minute or so, I lost my center and I started thinking of politics and world events and my thoughts turned dark and foreboding.
I quickly realized that I got absorbed in my thoughts and I had stopped noticing all the people.
I focused back in. The Church folks were arguing and stressed. The mother and daughters were now gossiping and being catty, the couples were now scowling at each other. I was absolutely blown away.
I was so impressed with the level of joy in the place when I was joyful, then just a few seconds thinking about the "dark side" and the entire place was different. The joy seemed gone from everyone, not just me.
I am getting more convinced by the day that "idle" thoughts have way more power than we ever could imagine.
My mood was up and I went into town to shop for food and necessities. I felt loving and holy.
After a jaunt to Costco I dropped by one of my favorite coffee houses, Melletto. I walked in real high and joyful on life and imagined all the folks inside as "balls of love" underneath their skin.
As I scanned around I noticed all sorts of folks, a mother with 2 teen daughters, a group of 4 elderly folks who looked like they came from Church, a young male/female couple and a female/female couple. The fireplace was going, music in the background.
While in this loving state of mind I got a huge rush noticing how everyone else in the room was smiling and happy. The mother and daughters were laughing joyously and telling stories. The elderly folks from Church were beaming and smiling. Every single one of these folks was acting happy, loving and joyous.
Well my thoughts drifted off to politics for some reason. For a minute or so, I lost my center and I started thinking of politics and world events and my thoughts turned dark and foreboding.
I quickly realized that I got absorbed in my thoughts and I had stopped noticing all the people.
I focused back in. The Church folks were arguing and stressed. The mother and daughters were now gossiping and being catty, the couples were now scowling at each other. I was absolutely blown away.
I was so impressed with the level of joy in the place when I was joyful, then just a few seconds thinking about the "dark side" and the entire place was different. The joy seemed gone from everyone, not just me.
I am getting more convinced by the day that "idle" thoughts have way more power than we ever could imagine.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Pain Miracle
I had a unique miracle that I would like to share with you.
This Monday I had some painful oral surgery performed. The doctor had to peal back my gums and file down some bone, then sew it back up.
The pain from my tooth bone filing session subsided a bit by Wednesday, then progressively got worse. I figured I had an infection, so I went back to the surgeon and got some antibiotics to deal with it.
Pain got so intense Friday, that it became the most painful day I could ever remember. I couldn't even swallow my saliva without cringing in severe pain.
Pain is a unique test of faith. I really couldn't understand why God was giving me such a huge dose of it.
So I finally broke down and took Vicodin yesterday (I have always "put down" and resisted pain medication). After the second pill my pain let loose its grip by 90%.
I was so grateful. I thanked God over and over for letting the pills do so much good to me. The rest of the night my pain was under control.
This morning I meditated on the experience and asked my guides to reveal the lesson underneath the situation. The answer was given to me.
The pain was indeed a miracle!
All my life I have judged people who took pain medication harshly. It was a judgement that was totally ingrained in me - triggered by guilt I was carrying from abuse of various pills back when I was young. I thought most who took pain meds on a regular basis were abusers and weaklings.
So I was shown how wrong my judgement was in the most painful and graphic way possible, so that I could release it forever.
By doing so I was released from my own guilt, so that I could love myself more completely.
Peace, Prosperity, Love and Abundance
This Monday I had some painful oral surgery performed. The doctor had to peal back my gums and file down some bone, then sew it back up.
The pain from my tooth bone filing session subsided a bit by Wednesday, then progressively got worse. I figured I had an infection, so I went back to the surgeon and got some antibiotics to deal with it.
Pain got so intense Friday, that it became the most painful day I could ever remember. I couldn't even swallow my saliva without cringing in severe pain.
Pain is a unique test of faith. I really couldn't understand why God was giving me such a huge dose of it.
So I finally broke down and took Vicodin yesterday (I have always "put down" and resisted pain medication). After the second pill my pain let loose its grip by 90%.
I was so grateful. I thanked God over and over for letting the pills do so much good to me. The rest of the night my pain was under control.
This morning I meditated on the experience and asked my guides to reveal the lesson underneath the situation. The answer was given to me.
The pain was indeed a miracle!
All my life I have judged people who took pain medication harshly. It was a judgement that was totally ingrained in me - triggered by guilt I was carrying from abuse of various pills back when I was young. I thought most who took pain meds on a regular basis were abusers and weaklings.
So I was shown how wrong my judgement was in the most painful and graphic way possible, so that I could release it forever.
By doing so I was released from my own guilt, so that I could love myself more completely.
Peace, Prosperity, Love and Abundance
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