Pain Miracle

I had a unique miracle that I would like to share with you.

This Monday I had some painful oral surgery performed. The doctor had to peal back my gums and file down some bone, then sew it back up.

The pain from my tooth bone filing session subsided a bit by Wednesday, then progressively got worse. I figured I had an infection, so I went back to the surgeon and got some antibiotics to deal with it.

Pain got so intense Friday, that it became the most painful day I could ever remember. I couldn't even swallow my saliva without cringing in severe pain.

Pain is a unique test of faith. I really couldn't understand why God was giving me such a huge dose of it.

So I finally broke down and took Vicodin yesterday (I have always "put down" and resisted pain medication). After the second pill my pain let loose its grip by 90%.

I was so grateful. I thanked God over and over for letting the pills do so much good to me. The rest of the night my pain was under control.

This morning I meditated on the experience and asked my guides to reveal the lesson underneath the situation. The answer was given to me.

The pain was indeed a miracle!

All my life I have judged people who took pain medication harshly. It was a judgement that was totally ingrained in me - triggered by guilt I was carrying from abuse of various pills back when I was young. I thought most who took pain meds on a regular basis were abusers and weaklings.

So I was shown how wrong my judgement was in the most painful and graphic way possible, so that I could release it forever.

By doing so I was released from my own guilt, so that I could love myself more completely.

Peace, Prosperity, Love and Abundance